I'm thankful I never decided to write my feelings in a book. Since I was always confused about myself (sexually) I bet that would have been some awkward conversations with the family. When I came out, I was sure of myself and knew what was going on my life. But if any of that confusion came out earlier when I was still confused about myself, I don't know what I would have done. I don't think it's wise to keep your feelings bottled up, BUT it's also not wise to spew them out every chance you get. Some things have to be personal, and while a diary is meant to be just that, it isn't always the case.